blushes in these shades

okay so first off please ignore the horrible swatches in the last pic, this palette doesn’t have the best pigment and i found it really hard to get a perfect/opaque swatch 🫩 and ignore the dirty vanity as well

i’ve been experimenting with blushes and using different products (eyeshadow, lip tints etc) as blush because im trying to see what suits me and i found that mixing these two shades in my clio palette makes THE perfect shade. it’s so pretty on my cheeks but i can’t find an actual blusher, specifically in a liquid/cream formula, in this color so i was hoping somebody could help and give recommendations 💔 it doesn’t show up as well on camera but the attention taro shade is more of a dusty lilac on the skin and when i mix the two shades together it looks kinda like a very cool toned purplish mauve. i know i could keep using the palette for this but there’s a lot of fallout and the shades are pearly so when i apply it on my cheeks there’s lots of specks of glitter which looks weird. i also think i need a powder formula in this shade (if it can be found) to set the blush beneath it so it doesn’t wear off like most do but ive been searching all day and i haven’t really found anything yet 😭 i know either the house of hur or a’pieu blushes have lilac shades like this but it seems like a lot of people have mixed opinions on that sort of formula and some say it doesn’t last.