similar mascara formula or wand to this

the heroine make lash lift mascara was my HOLY GRAIL mascara after i tried it once, as it:

a) held the curl well throughout my day + commute,

b) was a true black and didnt turn a duller almost grayish tone by the end of the day,

c) did not feel heavy around the eyes nor drying on my lashes (wetter formula), and

d) had a unique wand that was incredibly easy to operate without getting mascara on my eyelids

unfortunately it is a limited edition and has been pulled out of stores and online shopping websites in my country :(( is there anything similar to it that i can try